I've learned to accept failure , I learnt the truth that nothing is permanent and that none can make you feel bad or guilty for something unnecessary if you don't allow them to . I've learned how to face heartbreaks.
The biggest gift I ever gifted myself is I learned to smile again . I don't say I'm proud of myself but here I'm behaving little selfish and only credits myself in making 'Me' again.All I know is I got myself back.
Once you learn to let go peoples whom you're holding back from so long and accept it that they already left , you'll learn it ...To be alone ,to be happy . And that it's not necessary to have a partners or companions always.
Once you leave things that make you feel bad . You'll learn it that life is all about ME, MYSELF & MY HAPPINESS and that no one can steal it from you. Unless and until you permit them to have a place in your life .
I've always blamed myself for some mistakes which I didn't committed even, and later cried for doing injustice to myself. I was kind to others (looser) , I was kind to peoples who didn't care about me.
This life is a gift. None wants to lose it . Yes , there are some circumstances that may come in any individual's life to think to end their life , to die. But it's all about your mind only you can handle it .
I cannot forget the nights I decided to stay awake and cry. I cannot forget the long days I only waited to pass by . I cannot forget that mixed feelings I wanted to share but scared . I cannot forget how alone I was.